Have you ever felt the need to talk with God?
I’m not referring to praying, am referring to real talk, a conversation between you and a higher power. It sounds silly, right? If I continue to write down this line you will probably think that I’m going crazy.
I felt the need to have this kind of chat. That day I felt really down. I had a hard day at work, I was tired, I had some money issues ( my fault, but it still affects my mood) and overall I was having a really shitty day. In my mind, I was cursing all the gods blaming them for all my unhappiness, my problems and my shitty day that I was having.
Nothing was fixing my mood. Not a good music, not a nice tea and neither the nice and hot shower weren’t helping at all. I couldn’t watch any movie or play games, nothing. I think you understand how I was feeling. I’m sure you had that kind of day as well at some point.
I’m not sure why, but in the end, I sat down at my laptop and opened a Google Doc. And then I started to write a letter to the Universe. And I wrote, and wrote, and wrote, until I felt all my bad feelings were gone.
My first letter to the Universe was an angry letter. Not necessarily angry at the Universe, but still, angry. I’m not sure how the receiver felt when he read it. Reading my angry thoughts might have been a funny lecture. I know for sure I have some laughs when I read what I wrote back then.
I felt good writing that letter. I felt like I could reach the Universe writing these things down. So I continued to write the letters to the Universe, like I would do to an old pal. I tell him my plans and thoughts, I write about how my day/week was. Sometimes I feel like the Universe it’s writing me back. Not necessarily letters or words, but somehow I feel a feedback. And that can only be a good thing, I think.
Now that I confessed about my little secret correspondence with the Universe, tell me… how do you talk with the Universe?